Ugh I swear my fuckin GA is a pain in the ass! He thinks he is HELPING but he really isn’t. Like seriously. I understand that he wants students to be creative and find things out on their own, but if their absolutely lost even after reading over the assignment and doing everything possible to try to understand, the least he can do is tell us so that we can go towards the right direction and from there is how we can be creative..Telling us to “keep thinking” isn’t going to help when we have already spent 351535 hours thinking about it. My theory is that he DOESN’T know the damn answers so by telling us to “keep thinking” is his way to get out of helping us because he doesn’t know either.
Seriously, Fuck his ass!! Thought he was a cool dude in the beginning, but fuck him.
I feel like the week is going by so slow that it feels like a month has gone by even though its been only a week. I can’t believe I started work last week, but it feels like ages ago…I really hate the whole commuting part because its such a hassle. I mean its not too bad, but its just a lot of work especially when it runs late. People think i’m crazy for doing it because I surly don’t look like the type to be going on that shit, but its not too bad.
I’m stressed out because of my damn communication class. I seriously don’t need to be stressing about it because its not that difficult. Well actually it is because I wouldn’t be stressing bout it if it wasn’t. Sigh. Hopefully after meeting up with my GA i will have a clearer mind, but I HIGHLY doubt that. I can’t stand him because of the fact that he thinks he is helpful but really he ain’t.
I just want this week to be over with.
Soooooo my first day of work was on Monday. It went really well, and rather boring since they gave me this fat binder of stuff I gotta read..well get the overview of what they are all about.. I have to continue reading that for the next couple of weeks. I’m glad that they don’t expect me to read that in like a week or whatever.
So far I got to do 3 tasks at work..and their fairly easy. I’m happy that I get a cubicle but I still have to share but that person isn’t working the days I’m working except for Fridays so I have to rotate some where else :( It sucks! But I’m glad that either way I will still have my own space.
Everyone there is so friendly and so perky. They laugh about everything, and I’m just off to the side like “uh how is that funny?” lmao. Even my dad told me that, I guess thats just how state workers are. And I’m definitely not that kind of person. lol
I really want to ask Debbie what is my hourly pay again, just so I can confirm that its really the amount I think it is. But I think that’s so awkward. So i’m just going to stick it out and wait until my check comes in 3 weeks. :D
I’m so happy I finally found a job. I wish I can work more hours and turn into a workaholic..but NOPE I have to go to school. Boo freakin who.
Ugh school is stressing me out. I got so much stuff to do it’s not even funny. I got 2 exams this week, gotta write 3 essays by next week, work on some of my case study project and my assignment due this Thursday. I really don’t want to start writing this week because I want to study for both of my exams and do my assignment but if I wait till next week to do it then I’ll regret it because I start working next week. Ugh I just want to go to school and not have to do all the extra stuff like homework and projects! Is that so much to ask??! Ugh apparently it is. I just need this week to be over so I can get the exams over with…
So on Friday, when I got home from school, and I was actually peeing.. I noticed that one of the diamond on my finger was gone!! I was sooo shocked!! Their is 4 quarter karats in the middle of my rings to make it look like one big diamond if looked from far away..and 1 of the 4 quarter karat diamond fell out.. :(
So today I brought it to the store I originally got it from..and they said they will fix it for free since I have the lift time warranty. I was so glad to hear that because I would have not paid more then 50 bucks to get that shit repaired. I will have to wait 4-6 weeks before I get my ring back. My mom found out what happened on Friday..so today she gave me one of her diamond ring that she bought before she got married. I remember when I was little I would always try on the ring that she gave me today, because it was my favorite ring out of all the ring she owned. It no longer fits her..so she decided to give it to me. :)
Since I love you guys so much..I took a picture of it for you guys :) haha

Soooo i’m getting really bored of my main blog, only because it requires so much work. I feel like I have to constantly reblog a lot, and i don’t got time for that shit anymore. I am really contemplating on deleting the blog, but I worked sooo hard on it that it would be such a waste. And their is no way in hell i’m giving that blog away. A lot of the people I follow on my main blog ask others to help them take over their blog, sort of like co-owners. But I don’t trust no one that follows me to take over my blog. I’m afraid that they will delete it and I will be so fuckin piss.
This fuckin sucks. I’m stuck!
I did a little shopping today on the forever21 website..and these are the stuff I got.
- Animal Spots Ruched Dress $24.80 USD
- Sweetheart Lace Dress $24.80 USD
- Abstract Branch Top $17.80 USD
- Geo Print Pullover $17.80 USD
- Color Pop Spots Contrast Tank $14.80 USD
- Slouchy Sudette Ankle Boots $13.50 USD
- Basic Knit Tunic light heather grey color $3.80 USD (no picture)
- Basic Knit Tunic Nude Color $3.80 USD (no picture)
I’m really happy with all my orders. I’m hoping those two dresses fit me nicely since I’m planning to wear them to a special event. :)
So today I was in my Business Finance class..and this girl sitting next to me was eating bread sticks..and it smelt soooooooooooooooooo good.. i asked her where she bought it from..and she said from round table.. 3 pieces of bread stick for $2.75 or something like that. So right after class I dashed through the door and went straight to round table..it was sooo delicious!!! mmhmm I’m planning to go back tomorrow and get some more and hopefully eat it while I study with Ling Ling at the yogurt shop. :D
I am so happy that I go the job. Its my very first job and its a great job! Starting pay is $14.25, I was so not expecting that high amount. I was thinking at the most $11 but boy was I wrong. I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. Since the summer I have been fairly depress, due to the fact that I hated my body and that I feel like my life was passing me by and I have nothing to show for it. Which motivated me to start looking for jobs on a daily basis. Now that school has started, I’ve been going to the gym daily and found a new job. I did a total 180 degrees since the summer and I couldn’t be more proud of myself.
Now I just need summer 2012 to come NOW so I can get my beautiful dream car. I will strive to succeed and make sure that I perform my tasks at work to the best of my ability. Its up to me to keep this job and not let it slip through my fingers.
THIS is how I will be dressing my kids. Shit, my kid ain’t going to school looking like a hot mess, with their closed all mismatched and shoes all torn up. My kids are going to be fitted, even if it kills me.
That little girls dress way better than I do.. shit making me look bad.
Since Friday I have been racking my brain to stop thinking about the job interview that I had last Friday. The chick called me the same day while I was driving home from school saying that I am “attentively hired” which I have no idea what that means. I asked her what that meant and she said that she isn’t sure if I am hired and that she will confirmed with me next week (which is this week). She wanted to know what days I’m willingly to work and that if I did get the job I’ll start on October 3rd.
It really bugs me that she said I “maybe” got the job. I hope did get the job because if she was to fuck with my head like that and tell me that I am so close of getting it, then calls back sayin “oh sorry but you didn’t get it” then I will be fuckin pissed. Even my bf says that will be a fucked up thing to do.
I’m trying not to stress over it because the more I think about it, the more I feel like I’m not going to get it. My dad told me that if she doesn’t call me by Friday then I can call her. But I told him I didn’t want to bug them..but he told me that I have a right to call. So I’m just going to do it!
I was hoping and praying that she would call me today..but NOPE! I don’t think she will call me tomorrow…hopefully Wednesday..
In the mean time…I must NOT think about it :(
I am so blessed to have such amazing parents. Today I was in my room just watching tv and my dad was telling me his plan about all the stuff he is going to buy. Yeah I know that sounds weird to some people but my dad just likes having a plan for everything. He told me he was going to give me around $700 for October, November and December to go shopping. Then he also stated that he will be buying me another Louis Vuitton bag..which I did not even tell him to buy for me. And on top of that he says he will buy me an iPad 2 next year..
I really don’t know what I did to deserve such giving parents. I am so lazy, i barely do anything around the house and I’m also not the nicest person either. A lot of people think that just because I’m spoiled I’m going to spoil my kids when I get older. And my answer to them is fuck no. I ain’t giving my kids shit unless they earn it. My parents handed everything to me..which is one of the reasons why I am still unemployed because I don’t have that motivation to find a job because honestly I don’t need the money. And I wish they did push me harder when I was in high school, because now I’m trying to find a job and it fuckin sucks because its so damn hard. But I am still very grateful for them, I couldn’t have asked for better parents.
Soo I just installed a new theme..and I’m too lazy to edit it because I hardly go on here.. I guess it will do for now :)